What I Want

I want smiling faces
Endless converdations
Hours on Skype calls
Exchanges of headcanons
I want oc ships and ideas
accompanied by art trades and little doodles
I want laughs
volume at its greatest
I want pastel skirts
I want dresses, lace, and ruffles
I want cute socks and tights
short fluffy hair, colored wigs
Hair pins and jewelery
I want trips to the pool
Amusement parks
The mall
The zoo
Even just casual outings for food
I want inside jokes at the park
as we swing side by side
I want songs sung wrong
fandom references and quotes
attempted games of basketball
Volleyball
Badminton
Softball
I want bike rides over to sleepovers
ones that last overnight
two days
a week
I want giggles and stories
Deep emotional talks late into the night
I want selfies in all places
In all situations and faces
I want shared YouTube videos and Vines
Posts and pictures from Tumblr
I want snacks and anime marathons
fangirling and squealing
I want cons and cosplay
pulling it off together
I want what I can't have
I want distractions
From my cluttered and useless mind
I want to forget
I want to be happy
let go of my worries
I want these chains to be broken
I want to be free
and most if all
I want to live my life
...I just want to be me